Waiting...

I hate waiting! I hate waiting to see if I'm pregnant. I hate waiting to start IVF in June. I hate waiting to get a new house. I hate waiting to pay off my Visa. I hate waiting to lose weight. I hate waiting to get a new car. I hate waiting to move to Sydney. I hate waiting to quit my job so I can go on maternity leave. I hate waiting to be a stay at home mom. I just hate waiting for everything I want! Boy, does that sound like a bit of a tantrum...lol Oh well, it's true. I just want what I want when I want it. Doesn't everyone!?

I took my temp today and it's not high. So, there's no way I could be pregnant, even though AF still hasn't reared her ugly head. I hate waiting for my period!!!...lol I wish it would just come already. Then I could at least start a new cycle and start the waiting all over again!...lol

I really want to start the IVF. I know I said we were going to wait until June and try and lose weight first, but I HATE waiting!... I don't want to wait until June anymore. I might have a chat with my DH and see what he thinks about us cutting it short and getting things going now instead. I know what he'll say. He'll say, "I think you should lose some more weight first. If you can get down that 7% before June, then we'll reconsider starting sooner."....You mark my words! I bet you anything that's what he'll say. We'll see...